Hey Readers, Fans, and/or Clients,
I know that I am really overdue in thanking many of you who helped out. Yes, I am still in debt more than the cost of a new Lexus (it might be the cost of 2 of them,) to Portland hospitals, and yeah, we're still struggling (some of you had asked – and you can still donate, since some of you asked, by sending something via "friends and family," method over on paypal, just send to my email address,) but I did receive some help at the end of May from several people, and offers of healings and other wonderful things, and I wanted you to know that I appreciate that.
It's hard for me to ask for help. I'm someone who would rather work to earn my money, and yet having a month and a half of disaster was difficult at best, and basically financially ass-raping beyond imagining. We did not have anything left, and then we were hit with huge medical costs. I could have died – had I not gone to the hospital (and I actually did a few readings before going there, because I normally only go to a doctor if I'm on death's doorstep, and I didn't feel that sick, I just looked awful,) – when I did, I would have probably been toxic within a few more hours, and I would have died. I was not far from losing my eye…not at all. So I realized that I needed help and went to the hospital…thinking it would be like a strong shot of antibiotics and "get the hell out of here." Nope, it was a long stay.
This was really hard on me because I was trying so hard to already make up a month of craziness, and now here I was even more behind. I honestly hit a pretty low point when I exited that hospital…lower than I'd felt in a very long time. It was the help and care of people who did not owe me anything that really brightened up that dark period. Many of you even sent me thank you's for help I had given, and encouragement. It really moves me to know that there are people who probably wouldn't recognize me on the street (maybe you would – there are images of me out there, haha,) who would care enough to want to help out, be that with healing work, or with financial contributions, or even just encouragement.
So, from the bottom of my heart, thank you – and I continue to thank you. Your kindness, generousity, and continued support have helped to lift me out of what was probably going to turn into a mega-depression. I am truly blessed to have so many people who care about my well being, and those who continue to care.
I'm going to continue to throw myself into my work as hard as I can (ha ha,) because that also helps when I feel down, but I wanted to thank everyone. You've helped me so much when I was struggling. I appreciate it more than I can express in words.
~Cat
PS- I also extend many thanks to Paimon and Saint Expedite, who have also helped me during this time. 😀
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