I’m so lame…

Hey everyone,

I’m so lame that I refunded failed-chargeback-freak this morning at like nine – that freak you may remember from yesterday’s article (and took pics in case anyone wants to deny I did – obviously you make false claims for a chargeback, you’ll lie about me in other ways, too.) You know I could hardly bear to make him wait that long, even though he deserved worse…and why? Because believe it or not, just because you deserve my worst doesn’t mean I give it. Most people would have kept that fucker’s money for the time and trouble he caused them, and I’d be lying to say I wasn’t tempted to, but I was never tempted enough to even seriously consider it because it would be dishonest. 😛 Wow, you guys, I am seriously not a bad ass at all anymore, am I? :S If its any consolation, had he come here personally to collect his money, I would have seriously entertained the idea of kicking his stupid ass in my driveway (which, I’ve beat up men over a foot taller than me, so that’s a real possibility, sir, if you’re interested in some fisty-cuffs to help with the anger between us.)

Anyhow, I know I upset some people with yesterday’s article. I’m sorry if I did (except for chargeback guy who can eat shit and die for all I care,) and I wanted to thank everyone who gave me some input on the situation or who was patient with me when I was obviously a bit on edge over the events of yesterday. More or less, if you had ANYTHING AT ALL to bitch about (real or imagined “reasons” for that matter) or if you were suffering from an attitude problem and wanted to share your attitude problem with someone so they could be as dickly as you were being, you probably contacted me yesterday for free shit (freebie gouging – not so good actually,) or you complained, or you copped an attitude and that was really not the day to do that. It made your friend Cat – who was already disgusted, offended and upset over chargeback guy’s lies and games, – have even more negativity and stress than I’d normally have.

So eff readings for the time being. I don’t need em, and I read all of you all of the time as is, just not formally. There is rarely a moment when I’m not picking up your energy and getting impressions. Why? I was born this way. Asking me not to use my “sixth senses” is a bit like asking me to chew food and not taste it. 😉 I would just like to have a break from the stress of doing formal readings, so I’m giving myself that break.

I am not mad at the majority of you, but it would be nice if there was just one singular day where people cared about me having a bad day (you know who deals with my bad days? Me. And I don’t have anyone to give me pity or love or encouragement because I had to give up a great deal of my friends to work 12-16 hours a day for you, so keep that in mind, huh?) or a singular moment in time that someone realized that if I gave you something free, you are getting all my meals for an entire day because somehow I have to pay for the spell materials…and it sure as shit would be a great day if just one day, some of you remembered that taking the stress of everyone onto oneself is a mostly thankless job, so its really not so much for me to ask that you behave respectfully of me so I can continue at my job without feeling like I’m just asking people to shit all over me and treat me like crap so I can make a negaitve profit in so doing. Normally all of you are great with this and are good enough to me that I don’t feel like the emotional baggage dump and the person to give all your shitty attitude to, but lately, I’ve felt like a lot of people are using me as a dumping ground for all of their nastiness and misery. Stopping readings temporarily is going to give me enough of a respite from that feeling, and its going to make me a nicer person to deal with. I will resume readings when I feel the time is right, and definitely Mars retrograde will have to be over. 😉

I’m sure this didn’t make a lot of sense, but I feel better. 😉

Anyhow, I’m done rambling, and back to work I go.

~Cat